Mommy Wars? Really?

I don’t get this. This week we saw a Time Magazine photo of a beautiful young mother breastfeeding her toddler and the world was afire with comments. Is the child too old? Is this a misrepresentation of motherhood?

And my favorite:  Are skinny jeans only for women without kids? (somebody call CNN, THIS is a social issue. Puh-lease)

They deemed it the “mommy wars.” Like we as women are so competitive, so emotional, so bitchy, that we are always looking for a fight.

Come on ladies, let’s not bite the media’s bait on this one.

I literally rolled my eyes when I saw that cover. I knew the storm would come.

And the comments.

“Real mothers don’t look like that.” (Yes, some of them do. She looked pretty real to me. Mothers come in all shapes, appearances and sizes. Just like kids. As mothers, we should know that, teach our kids that.)

“He is too old to be breastfeeding.” (Is it your kid, your boob? Then what do you care?)

And the skinny jeans thing. I am wearing them now. Somebody call DSS.

Let’s regroup. Let’s stop projecting our emotions as mothers on a photo or a fabricated social issue. Let’s not waste our mommy energy (which is like liquid gold in my opinion) on this junk.

I have no time (as I am sure you other mommies don’t either) to get mad about a nameless mother on a magazine cover clearly created for PR value.

Instead, I try and do this.

I make sure Ronan is safe, and warm, and happy. That he feels loved and gives love every chance he gets.

That he recognizes right from wrong, that he does the right thing in a challenging situation.

That he laughs. A lot. Often at my expense.

That I read to him,  sing to him, talk to him in a way that is nurturing but not baby talk. That I respect him as an evolving little person. Still my baby but a man in training.

That he looks at all people as equals. And does not pass judgement, or lay down a sentence to a behavior or a person he barely knows.

Tomorrow is about celebrating all mothers. About respecting individual “mothering” styles. About focusing less on the mother next door. And looking inward. Thinking about our own mothers. And mostly, looking at the fruits of our labor, these glorious little (and big) people who we are so honored  to be addressed by the best title on earth by: Mommy.

Mother’s Day (again)

Mother’s day is Sunday. As if you needed a reminder. I have, lucky me, been reminded by red envelope, proflowers.com, david yurman, crate and barrel, nordstroms and scores of other retailers.

Thanks guys (and girls). I am well aware.

I guess the message is “Hey mommy, you are supposed to get flowers, and jewelry, and fancy pants gifts on this day because you are a mother.”

Ok, thanks. But I beg to differ. I think the gift of motherhood happens every day, all year. It is a blessing and a privilege.

It is about raising, and having a life  you created that means more than anything. Anything. And about navigating the challenges, celebrating the victories. Those are the real gifts we get as mothers. Red Envelope and David Yurman aside.

People ask me all the time how I “do” it and I always am stumped for an answer. How do I “do” it?

I usually just answer “Because I am his mother.”

I don’t think Mother’s Day is about me. It is about him. The way he looks to me, laughs with me, loves me.

Sorry proflowers.com and Mr. Yurman. That is all the gift I need.

Happy Mother’s Day!

Winning (No Charlie Sheen involved)

Ronan and I have been watching the Bruins. With bated breath. Staying up too late, wasting years and prayers hoping we win.

Why? I don’t know.

I think it might be because I was raised in what could fairly be called a hockey household.

This game. It was always there. Complete with the constant (ick) scent of hockey equipment, the trips to Sports Etc to get my brother’s skates sharpened, the nightly conversations between my dad and brother about whatever game was happening, whether it be my brother’s pee wee team or the professionals.  I ate a lot of rink pizza, played catch and hide and seek under the stands at the Burlington Ice Palace.

I learned as a young girl the difference between a forecheck and a backcheck, the meaning of shorthanded, the reason why the ref blows the whistle for offsides. I remember being a little girl and thinking “offsides just means the players are getting ahead of themselves, literally.” I am not even sure if that is right, but that is how I looked at it. Still do.

I remember sitting with my dad, watching the Bruins, and he would say things like “trouble” or “goal”, and 9 out of 10 times he was right.

I also remember this. Those conversations between my dad and brother at dinner, in the car. My father never told my brother he played badly, he never blamed my brother’s teammates for a loss. It was never about who won or who lost. He focused on the game, the bigger picture. What went wrong on the ice, what went right. How a play should have gone differently, how a shift change was too quick, or too slow. He talked about the coaching. He taught my brother to look at the bigger picture. To learn from what went wrong, to repeat what went right. To look to the next game, the next day.

It wasn’t about one kid, or one play. Ever. He taught all us kids that.

And it worked. Because my brother has grown to be a standout coach and a person who doesn’t blame individuals for a loss (or congratulate for a win) but looks at the bigger picture.

Of course, this makes me think about me and Ronan. Why I should not focus on what he did, or didn’t do, in one “play” or one game. On a given day. It is about the bigger picture.

And how, “winning” is not always the ultimate goal. It is about doing your best, learning from your mistakes, focusing on the bigger picture.

To looking to the next “game”– the next day.

Easter

It’s Easter.

This holiday, like most, makes me happy. It is, after all, somewhat defined by cuddly bunny rabbits and pink marshmallow candies and chocolate coated everything.

Who can argue with that?

But it is also about other things. Rebirth. Rejoicing. Fresh starts.

It is, of course, most importantly, about a desperate and seemingly hopeless situation that became a miracle.

I dig that. I get it. Ronan and I have been blessed with fresh start after fresh start. And, of course, we have faced a situation that some thought was hopeless; a situation that we, hopefully, and somewhat defiantly, are (I hope) rising above.

Thanks to Ronan. He sprinkles a little miracle every day.

No chocolate coat needed.

Happy Easter all!

The Collective

They say it takes a village, an army, to raise a child.

True.

I say it takes the navy seals. The green berets. The best of the best.

As we forge on, live our lives, walk through the mud, navigate the detours, conquer the barricades, I am forever reminded of something.

There’s strength in numbers, power in the collective.

When I say the collective I mean the many people who support Ronan and me. Those who band together and do little things that are big. Send gift cards for groceries. Take a walk with us on a tough day. Call on a lonely, rainy night. Send old pictures that make me smile. Get on planes to visit.

There’s my family, of course, who are there, walking through the mud, navigating the detours.  Every day, all day. The ultimate, supreme and unflinching source of power that keeps this train going.

Then there’s the others. The friends, the co-workers (and for me there is little difference these days). The ones who “like” a picture of Ronan working on walking, who make a funny and supportive comment on Facebook about his progress or his ever developing Irish charm.

I “like” it. It helps.

This is “The Collective.” The troops. Ronan’s troops. Our army.

Those who are, holding our hands, physically or virtually, in this battle.

Those that I celebrate, and appreciate, and am proud to share his victories, and his inability to see barricades, with.

I don’t know if there is there the equivalent of a purple heart for friendship, but, if there is, I am giving it to you all.

Take a bow. Thank you.

The Collective

The Collective